FINAL
JOURNEY
Well, I just had a big wrench of the heart while
I waved the little RV down Three Bears Farm lane with two dear stained-glass
artists in the front seats. She is sold for good and all and looking
forward to new art adventures and a trip to Alaska. Although we had
that iffy first year together, our relationship improved along with
my driving skills and since the summer of 2000 we had whipped through
the entire lot of the lower 48 states, one inside the other like Jonah
and the Whale, intently peering at thousands of sights that America
offers the enthusiast and rewards the watchful. Anyway, we all know
that denial is little understood—it provides the energy to
continue. Here is the story of our final journey together:
ALONG
THE WAY
Speaking
as a westerner…if California could truly be classified as the
true west--some would doubt it, and leave it hanging off the Pacific
seaboard along with Oregon and Washington as well… I have a
yen, a yearn, a hanker for those states west of the 100th meridian.
But to get there Truman and I had to cross six fat states so we decided
to visit some of the spots missed on former journeys. Poor Truman
had a swollen toe and a limp I now suspect was from snakebite so he
was taken care of by a vet near Hungry Mother, one of Virginia’s
manicured state parks. We had time during his recovery to hear shocking
stories about dozens of dogs abandoned in parks and got to play with
two recently rescued Bishon Frese fuzzy puppies.
TENNESSEE,
PILLAR TO POST
A
mama bear with tiny triplets who loved to horse around by pulling
each other out of trees, wrestling, tumbling and playing keep-away
was the first thing seen at the Great Smoky Mountains National Park,
which were indeed smoky-hazy, especially deep inside the park’s
grand valleys and vistas. Moving through lengthy Tennessee (500 miles
from end to end and past Crump, TN, a town completely devoted to being
one big yard sale), we stopped at David Crockett State Park and enjoyed
a visitor’s center furnished with the kind of still he used
in his successful fiery-spirits business. Old Davy, angered at the
government’s liquor tax later took the squirrel off his head
and became a Representative from Tennessee to put to rights what he
felt was an un-American tax.
With Shelby
Foote’s book “Shiloh” close at hand, that critical
battlefield near Corinth was our goal in this state. Notably free
of hundreds of 19th century memorials that mark other Civil War sites,
the Hornet’s Nest, Sunken Road, the spot where General Johnston
fell, Bloody Pond and the other ten points of this terrible battle
of April 6th and 7th 1862 on the paved loop were alive with birdsong.
A southern sun blazed down on the Peach Orchard where little twiggy
peach trees are being planted in rows in the exact spot where ancient
ones were destroyed by canister and shot. Soldiers said that peach
blossoms “fell like snow.” There were nearly twenty-four
thousand casualties during those two days, fully one-fourth of the
100,000 combined troops. They say of all the Civil War battlefields,
it is at Shiloh where the now-quiet fields next to the Tennessee River
most closely resemble the way it was.
OKLAHOMA,
OK
Hard
to find but well worth it was the National Cowboy Museum in Oklahoma
City with its brilliant exhibits of cowboy delights and thorough historical
display of all aspects of life in the west, including the reproduction
of a little town. Old cowboy movies reminding me of a thousand Saturday
matinees flickered away in a little movie house as Hollywood’s
version of western philosophy was repeated time and time again. Amid
good paintings, fine sculpture and an excellent history of the American
Indian there was a really funny blobby note: In the donor hall stood
row upon row of almost identical and wretchedly sculpted donor heads
looking like cypress knees sticking out of a swamp…some thanks
to patrons for bankrolling one of the most interesting museums in
the West.
O
MY GOD, WEST TEXAS
On
any long trip you’re going to find miserable stretches of road…one
of them is Interstate 40 out of Oklahoma City to the armpit of America,
Amarillo, Texas. Little RV bucked, swayed, creaked, groaned, moaned
and resisted (or was that me?) as the prairie wind yanked at the wheel
and blasted her broad sides like a million semi’s. We made a
rickrack path down old 40’s rutted, bulging, indifferent surface
while having enamel shaken off teeth, and were accompanied by a symphony
of knocks, pops, squeaks and chirps at the road’s separated
sections every four feet. The white sky trembled with faraway tornados…so
flat and no more green. Snowy egrets huddled with their cattle sponsors
next to fences and in corners for insect relief, and the crushed corpses
of little prehistoric-looking armadillos began to be seen alongside
the highway.
NEW
MEXICO IN FLORA, EARTH SCULPTURE AND CLOUD
It
seemed like a sudden transition…the endless flat gold land of
West Texas to deep red earth polka- dotted with forest green, juniper,
delicate sage and a hundred other subtle colors offset with faraway,
decorative blue mesas…it was beautiful New Mexico...not technically
the Far West but appreciated and well-loved. Had a palooka of a nosebleed
on the Turquoise Trail and after hours of it, was escorted to a fire
station EMT who looked just like Jimmy Smits. He put it all to rights
with ice packs and proper nostril pressure before I continued on to
another of the lovely scenic byways common in this area, Rt. 550 out
of Albuquerque to Durango, part of the way along the Nacimento Mountains
over the Continental Divide. In every direction were yellow groundsel,
coral bells, orange Indian paintbrush and blue, purple and white wildflowers
making a nursery of color all the way to Navajo Lakes where huge cottonwoods
with tractor-tire bark shaded fly fishermen casting into the San Juan
River. A Navajo family shared their campsite with me because all were
taken on this popular weekend.
What a
drive! Prosperous, pregnant, exuberant clouds overhead rivaled the
living earth sculptures, some with leghorn yellow tops and ebony bottoms,
or bone colored with red clawed feet, others like chocolate cream
tortes. The clouds seemed full of their own versions of the same stories
told by the rocks and hills, while everything was anchored by those
profuse wildflowers accenting a basically green-scheme of jade, forest,
and pea.
COLORADO
FRIENDS AND A WILD RIDE
I
was headed for Inge and Jack Silton’s home in Durango, a Colorado
town where everyone wants to be for all the fun and beauty of it.
With my usual little pigtail of cars and trucks now appearing more
westernly with additions of hay wagons, tractors and even mule back
riders, I pulled over frequently to watch the entertainment flow by.
Durango
still has the Silverton Railroad, a narrow-gauge, open car choo-choo
that took Inge and me up the Animas (River of Lost Souls) to the little19th
century mining town at the end. We hung over the rails for nearly
four hours of glorious mountain scenery alongside the bouncy, chattering
river, sometimes braved by kayaks and rafts and became black with
smokestack grit, blue with cold and ravenous with appetite. Never
has a hamburger tasted so good -- which we had when Jack and dogs
met us at the end of the line. Then another thrilling ride north from
Silverton over the San Miguel and San Juan Mountains past “Red
Mountain” colored a rusty scarlet by ore minerals, to Ouray,
a hot springs mountain town. We told many stories at the dinner table
until late into the night bringing the sweetest close to a happy visit.
MESA
VERDE CLIFF DWELLERS
Fortified
with friendship, Truman and I revisited Mesa Verde pueblo ruins
at the MV National Park, now with restrictions of movement made
necessary by increased tourist hordes. Delicate clay structures
cling to their moorings under eyebrow ledges of limestone…
apartment houses for ancient families nimbly living for ten centuries
in this arid land. These cliff settlements, built around 1250 A.D.,
were a frantic move from open canyon living to nearly inaccessible
rock dwellings. They offered defense and protection for only a little
while before they were abandoned by 1300 a.d. due to internal warfare,
violence and cannibalism. Apparently, goon squads, massacres, society-wide
paranoia, starvation and a 23-year drought brought on the “push”
that prompted the Anasazi to flee south and east. There was also
the “pull” of the Kachina Cult of Mesoamerican origin
they adopted which offered as many as 400 deities who interceded
with the gods to ensure rain and fertility. Descendents of the Anasazi
are today’s Pueblo Indians, such as the Hopi and the Zuni,
who live in 20 communities along the Rio Grande, in Arizona and
in New Mexico. In the old days, by the 10th and 11th centuries,
Chaco Canyon, in western New Mexico, was the cultural center of
30,000 square miles of Anasazi homeland.* Despite their desperate
seven-century fight to avoid genocide in crisis after crisis, most
of their traditions of language, religion and craft have survived.
*David
Roberts, “Riddles of the Anasazi,” Smithsonian, July,
2003
BUGS
Now,
being an expert on bites, I have to talk with you about insects. I
have been the bitee of every bug with a proboscis from Maine to California,
including target-bestowing ticks, hornets, bees, wasps, no-see-ums,
mosquitoes, fleas, biting flies and chiggers, but none have been as
bad as the wretched cedar gnats of the West. They make big ulcerated
sores that burn and itch like Hades and look like leprosy. Avoid them.
Don’t wear blue, yellow, red or white. Apply Deet, no perfumes;
bring gallons of Benedryl, alcohol and ice. Lotsa luck!
UTAH,
LOOKING INTO INNER-EARTH
By
this time I was agog to see the five big National Parks in Southern
Utah starting with Canyonlands National Park on the state’s
southeastern flank. All five look completely different from each other,
but are equally splendid awe-inspiring geological forms sculpted when
ancient oceans receded, leaving a base of salt and limestone. Nearby
mountains pushed up and leached red minerals onto beach sand blown
in over millions of years. Ancient rivers, now known as the Colorado
and the Green, eroded the forms while wind, rain and ice carved them.
Now, that is a grossly simplified explanation of what happened scientifically,
but you have to see them artistically to pay the homage they deserve.
It was at a remote spot in Canyonlands this year where an experienced
hiker was trapped for 5 days by falling rock and had to sever his
own hand above the wrist in order to survive.
You go
through the Morman town of Moab, Utah to get to Arches National Park,
my very favorite. Why? It had everything: dazzling monoliths, tender
arches, sweeping vistas, petroglyphs, quiet glades and the absolutely
last available campsite…all gone by 9:30 a.m. Between hikes
Truman and I rested and read “People of the Valley”
by Frank Waters. Being in an RV might be something like weighing 500
pounds. You can get to the major places but not really to the secret,
interesting and restricted areas you’re dying to see. There
are NO RVs warnings everywhere but we drove in anyway…risking
it.
.
And was it ever worth it. Driving with a finger and a knee while dangling
out the driver’s seat window with the camcorder, I photographed
wrinkled rocks in fantastic forms adorned with tapestry-like etchings.
Folds, pleats, towers, fans in unending glory at Capitol Reefs National
Park along its scenic canyon drive. On the way, from Arches to Capitol
Reefs, there is a 25 mile round-trip Scenic Road which includes a
hair-raising jaunt on a teeny land bridge over a place called Capitol
Gorge, something you just have to do to believe you’ve done
it. Another stunning drive is on All-American Highway Route 12 south
from Capitol Reefs toward Bryce, certainly one of the most beautiful
in the world. That drive takes you up on top of 10,000 foot Boulder
Mountain where a million tall aspen reach for the sky on thin white
ballerina legs.
I liked
the name Kodachrome Basin State Park and stayed there a night but
couldn’t walk far in 100+ degree heat; Truman burned his toes.
Unique hoodoos shaped by calcite flowing into geyser holes which then
eroded blossom here, but we were distracted by the nasty cedar gnat
bites and a large party of German tourists celebrating the moon until
the wee hours. Had to chuckle when group of camping kids parked next
to them were awake and yelling around at 5:30 a.m. I loved nearby
Bryce National Park for its miles and miles of castellated amphitheaters
recalling golden scenes from “Lord of The Rings.”
Little
Mormon settlements and a bright red canyon lined the 90 miles from
Bryce to Zion. But so much ado when there: "twenty dollars
please"—right, left and center, from entrance fees
to tunnel fees, camping fees, hiking fees, shuttles only…don’t
do this, that or anything else. Yikes. But underneath it all…so
lovely, and so glad it’s there—protected and paid for.
All these
hikes we’ve taken—along miles and miles of peachy sand—often
following revealing footprints, not to mention paw prints, have been
intriguing. If I were a detective or on one of the many CSI teams
I could identify my suspect easily by the evidence presented in the
sand: size, sex, wealth, age, health, personality and sometimes even
character snooped out through a foot’s imprinted and cryptic
messages.
ARIZONA,
THE GRANDEST CANYON
If
you have a choice, go to the North Rim and stay at DeMott Forest Service
Campground, the very best so far. You will be surrounded by aspen
groves and huge orange-barked Ponderosa Pines. Go to Imperial Point
and Angels Peak to get the idea of an upside-down mountain so you
can experience the Grand Canyon as an opening into inner earth, a
vast colored crack 277 miles long, its outer brim lined with you’s
and me’s straining to see inside and trying not to misapprehend.
Though
there are only ten miles as the crow flies from rim to rim, it is
a long, long drive around the canyon to get to the other side...part
of the 215 miles go past the Vermillion Cliffs, in Navajo country,
where 18th century priests conducted mapping and surveying parties
and many lost their lives in the everlasting search for water. The
South Rim is a different story altogether…jammed with people,
touristy in nature, restricted in access. But the canyon itself is
a hazy splendor oblivious to human regulation.
Am I getting
jaded, road weary, uppity? Where was the sublime in the Oak Creek
Canyon I once crooned over? What on earth happened to the charm of
Sedona where my mom lived for over twenty years? All so changed into
upscale strip malls I didn’t linger but drove on through Prescott,
Clarkdale (yes, that’s the CGAs copper king, William Clark),
darling little Jerome and up over the mountain, coasting the rest
of the way into my natal state, always in my heart, home sweet other
home.
CALIFORNIA,
WHERE IT'S AT
I
just couldn’t get over the rock formations at Joshua Tree National
Park and must have taken over 50 photographs of their bun-like shapes
and of the soft heathery colors of the true desert surrounding them.
The Cholla Cactus Garden in the Pinto Basin was thick with teddy bear
cholla whose ability to throw off its barbs commands a great deal
of respect. The odd Joshua tree, thought to be so-named for the outstretched
arms of the Biblical prophet beckoning Mormons to a promised land,
can grow to 50 feet and live 700 years. I was shaken beyond description
at the 2-G ascent from desert floor to 7,000 feet within a few miles
at a 16% grade over the San Bernardino Mountains, trying to get to
Big Bear Lake from the east where Jim was waiting at Wolf Cottage,
a pretty highlands house rented for ten days from a friend.
THE
SAD TRUTH
And
now that I am freshly reminded, it is time to confess to you that
in every one of these RV journeys through all 48 states, over all
those mountains, rivers, deserts, plains, skinny bridges and roads
wide enough only for motorcycles, on highways totally unfit for human
travel, through cities haunted by crazy people in cars, after 36,000
miles of driving a blimp, I never, ever got used to it and was terrified
most of the time behind the wheel. True, my elbow sometimes found
its way to a resting spot on the window sill, especially when I was
belting out country songs, but it didn’t mean I was ever really,
really relaxed and white knuckles were always the color of the day.
So, don’t do it.
I must
say, it’s fun just to lie about and not worry about mileage,
maps, time tables or where your next meal is coming from. Southern
California weather lived up to its balmy reputation at Big Bear Lake,
a busy ski resort town near enough to L.A. for weekends, and ten perfect
days floated by like feathers on a breeze.
CALIFORNIA
EAST
It
was another lengthy drive up Route 395 fighting brown valley smog,
past China Lake’s Naval Weapons Center, through arid wilderness
into Death Valley National Park’s Panamint Springs. The heart
of Death Valley has indescribable beauty: alluvial fans stretch out
for miles from their mosaic mother mountains; smudged mineral hues
make up a pastel dream on Artist’s Drive; Dante’s View
presented a classic otherworldly vista; gorgeous Zabriskie Point offered
patterns and textures from lava flows that strained the imagination,
and the Devil’s Golf Course was a sea of salts that stuck up
like fangs.
I found
old Harmony Borax Works 20-mule team wagons with seven-foot-tall wheels
and peeked into reconstructed hovels where Chinese laborers had so-called
lived. It was 116 hammering degrees at 9 a.m. and a gallon of gas
was available at $3.15. Truman wanted to stay in with the a/c, but
I wouldn’t have missed it for anything.
From the
lowest point in the Western Hemisphere, at -282 feet below sea level,
to the highest in the lower 48 states at 14,494 feet is not a great
distance. Away we went, west to ex-hippy Lone Pine, nestling at the
foot of soaring, saw-toothed Mount Whitney and *Hopalong Cassidy’s
Alabama Hills (where I kibitzed endlessly to the patient Visitor Center
staff about CGA’s Mount Corcoran), then turned due north again
along the eastern slope of the Sierra Nevada with the mountains a
comforting sidekick all the way to Yosemite and beyond. A touch of
the cap to artist Albert Bierstadt, whose 19th century work in so
many places on this journey captured grandeur like no other. Manzanar
National Historical Site where ten-thousand Japanese-Americans were
locked up for three years during WWII would break your heart. Little
pagoda-shaped stone guardhouses and some rubble provide a history
lesson urgently needed in today’s world.
*Don’t
tell me you don’t remember old Hoppy in his white hat! What
was that horse’s name?
YOSEMITE
At
the foot of Yosemite’s eastern entrance lies alkaline Mono Lake,
a weird place littered with delicate tufas, calcium carbonate deposits
that grow like chia-pets in the Sailor Blue water if you leave them
alone and, against a roaring sunset, look like every science fiction
novel Ray Bradbury ever wrote--definitely your idea of the dark side
of the moon. By now, one is getting used to earth’s strange
beauty, but what can prepare you for Yosemite’s Indian Red mountains
streaked with Sugar White, sprinkled with Hunter’s Green and
each one dangling its feet into Cobalt Blue lakes? At 10,000 feet,
Tioga Pass is a heavy-breather and the little RV gathered quite a
queue. But what’s the big rush? In surroundings like this we
should be crawling on our knees, not racing to the finish. Tuolumne
Meadows Campground was packed with socially idyllic groups of Benetton-Californians
brimming with cheerfulness: great to meet you, glad to be here, where
did you say you went to school? Pass the wineskin, let’s hike!
Me, too. All my latent native- California traits suddenly appeared,
lending a sparkle of warmth to the experience of rediscovery.
There wasn’t
a chance I would leave this park without seeing every little thing,
and so I did, though it cost 300 tough miles in one day. Unforgettable
Glacier Point lay at the end of a narrow screwball road so treacherous
I had to pull over 24 times. But, hey, look what was at the end: a
panorama of silver monoliths rising from green-gladed valleys thousands
of feet below, refreshed by white horsetail falls catapulting down
from the top to meet them. The same totally rewarded effort also goes
for the tiny grove of Giant Sequoias that the park jealously nurtures.
You have
work to see them, they live at the bottom of a steep incline so that
you are laddering two miles down and back up, but oh, there’s
nothing like them in the world. Some lie on their sides as long and
large as freight trains, forty feet in diameter. Their distinctive
cinnamon-colored bark up to two feet thick and weights of two million
pounds proclaim these titans to be among the world’s most massive
living things. Some brag that a tree this size could provide a village
of 50 six-room houses. Their spongy and fibrous bark is loaded with
insect-proof tannin, doesn’t rot and is as fireproof as asbestos.
They have no sap at all. Inside, the wood is a salmon pink that weathers
to burgundy. About the only things that could topple a tree like this
(other than man, of course) are a change of climate, earthquakes and
erosion.
At one
end of the fallen goliath I studied was a fan of roots that must have
measured an acre but didn’t have a taproot. A mature tree like
that one, at least 500 years old, and possibly five times that age,
can reach heights of 350 feet and more. Though their teeny-weeny pinhead
seeds can hardly take root—in fact, the odds against them are
a billion to one—they are capable of reproducing themselves
if left alone. As you know, great effort was put forth by lumber companies
to wipe them off the face of the earth…and still is being made,
kids…they are now nominally protected and are modestly starting
to increase in number, so we can look forward to 5004 A.D.
GOLD,
GRAFT AND GODLESS
There
were no trees at all in Bodie, a rootin’ tootin’ mid-19th
century unrestored ghost town at the end of a washboard road, now
beautifully preserved as one of California’s countless state
parks. The gambling, vice and violence that blazed nightly in this
gold boomtown is still evident in the carefully placed artifacts in
each of the 170 remaining buildings. I expected a chair to come crashing
out a window any moment. In fact, a famous diary entry made by a little
girl moving there prayed, “Goodbye God, I’m going
to Bodie.” Wandering in the hillside cemetery noting sentiments
and Victorian design will remind you of a dozen stories by Bret Harte,
Mark Twain and Jack London.
GROWING
UP
I
know those stories because my brothers, girlfriends and I grew up
in a happy valley filled with orchards and groves nestled somewhere
between purple mountain’s majesty and crashing, rugged shore.
It was northeast of Sacramento with its wedding-cake capitol, right
smack on the American River and near century-old gold fields of the
mother lode with place names like Hangtown, Angels Camp, Pokerville
and Fiddletown. We lived in a cornucopia of “u-name-it”
fruits, nuts and vegetables, everything from apricots to pomegranates,
from olives to walnuts. Our Bing cherries were as large as hen’s
eggs, date palms as tall as redwoods, eucalyptus as fragrant as frankincense.
We were always in a tree, lunching on bounty. Our talented mothers
kept gardens that looked like state fair displays with vegetables
and flowers vying for a first place ribbon. Not all that difficult
when you live in a rural paradise blessed with eternal sunshine and
fine, rich charcoal soil that responded like Jack’s beanstalk
to a little encouragement.
In our
family the attractive parents had three criteria for their children:
be beautiful in face and form, work hard, be humble. Scoring a big
zero on all three, especially #s one and three, I dreamed on the family
fringes and spent all my waking hours playing "Pretend."
When I couldn’t find a baby animal to play Heidi with me, I
turned to paper dolls embellished with dramatic lifestyles picked
up in Zane Grey novels. Later, it was getting lost in my books and,
always, always in the movies where mannerisms, modes, mores, humor
and romantic love was available to any little kid for the adaptation.
We were all products of a “back-in-the-day” California
school system which was then a light unto the path of public education
in our country, and each shared a vaguely Protestant spiritual source.
In high school I pulled my nose out of books long enough to admire
and empathize with the electrifying teenage lives of my cute and popular
girlfriends. I want to tell you all this by way of introduction. Those
dear old girlfriends and I were about to blend once again in a Lake
Tahoe B& B for the better part of a week.
REUNION
There
was Barbie D and Jill (otherwise known as Little Bear and Baby Bear
– see Trip #5), Carole (otherwise known as Creoly) and Lynna
Jo (nicknamed Kid). I can tell you what we did; describe the walks,
idle conversations of richness and pleasure, dinners, drives, laughing
half the night, the rivers of shared tears, moseying through historical
homes, the dazzling boat ride on the sapphire lake with its emerald
bays. But how do I tell you what it meant to each of us to be transparent
in our honesty, able to shed a camouflage of scars accumulated by
our minds and bodies through just plain living? We all felt blessed
in comforts of complete acceptance by friends with whom we shared
a heritage. People who have known your parents and even grandparents
can provide the sympathetic warmth we all hunger for and feel sincere
compassion about what was to become of us all. This haven supplied
broad shoulders, shared joy, generosity, tenderness and, most of
all:
a
sense of sanctuary that is the essence of love
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There
was plenty of time to reflect, chuckle and mourn as Truman and I
drove on. Here was Squaw Valley where we skied as kids; over there,
Donner Pass where the Reed family suffered so; on and on through
the Sierra Nevada foothills and into central valley farmland where
we saw golden waves of grain and miles of Italian-American fruit
grower’s farms. We camped at Mt. Shasta; saw a bear, a snake
and another darling town. We drove north over Grants Pass into Oregon,
then curved back down into California to the Del Norte Redwoods
National Park at Mill Creek to see the enormous old-growth redwood
stumps thirty and forty feet in diameter in, around and among every
campsite. Truman was denied them but I was able to take otherworldly
hikes through ancient coastal redwood forests, filming all the way.
Then, a don’t-miss-this visit to still-lovely Prairie Creek
State Park and its excruciating drive to Gold Bluffs Beach and Fern
Canyon. Every bump and grind was worth the reward: lonely elk bachelors
on the beach soon trumped by the entire herd of close to 100 elk
family members parading over the sand. Truman was in surf and sand
heaven.
Another
dreamy sight was Cape Blanco, Oregon. One of the best of the many
Oregon state parks, this one was located on a bluff overlooking
monolithic rocks, shell-filled beaches, a lighthouse and a prairie.
At Cape Lookout State Park' s wide beach up the coast we joined
dozens of people and dogs who were sitting on cast up logs waiting
for the sun to set beyond the horizon. When it did, spontaneous
applause broke out.
COASTAL
OREGON
My
grandparents lived on the Alsea River near Waldport, Oregon for
many years. Our family (their eldest child’s) had the most
delightful memories of visiting there: crayfish hot pots, reunions,
chicken coops, apple orchards and the sweetest peas in Grandma’s
garden. My cousin, Sally, and I had high hopes of looking up the
remnants of Dell and Lillian Willis’s twenty-two grandchildren,
most of whom we had never even met. But it was not meant to be so
I bought Gma & Gpa a memorial brick at the lively Newport Aquarium
to commemorate both their Oregon presence for over forty years,
and those wonderful summer stopovers. On Rt. 101, the coast fringe
road to Alsea we would pass a private Sea Lion Emporium and beg
our dad to stop…you know the routine: “Please, please,
please Dad, we’ll be good…pleeeeeease!” And etc.
But we never did stop, either to see the sea lions or our childish
wrangling for moral authority. However, right now there was only
Truman here to deny this long-awaited pleasure, and he was taking
a nap.
Sea Lion
Caves are well worth your time because you get to be Jacques Cousteau
or imagine yourself a Darwin visiting the Galapagos and witnessing
sea lion life as it truly is, way down where surf crashes into caves
and hundreds of slick brown bodies flop around on rocks while bellowing
for one thing or another…come to think of it, just like family
vacations at the beach! Fort Clatsop on the Columbia River was a
real highlight of the trip. As a fan of Lewis and Clark and avid
reader of their journals, stories about them, narratives and films,
I was thrilled to see a fine reproduction of the fort they had built
upon reaching their Pacific Ocean goal in 1805. Good interpreters
made the scene even more realistic with demonstrations of rifle
loading and shot plus explanations of the Corps of Discovery’s
tribulations during their wintering-over months here. This included
enthusiastic description of the inevitable results of the Corps’s
indiscriminate venereal assignation with local ladies (but not by
the Captains!).
WASHINGTON
AND NORTHERN IDAHO
After
a couple of blowouts as scary as drive-bys, the little RV was outfitted
with six brand new shoes, ready in every way to tackle the hefty
return trip after our next stop in Lacey, Washington. That is where
my perfect, witty, beautiful, one-and-only niece lives with her
adorable family. Loaded up on love there and headed for majestic
Mt. Rainier where I soaked up more awesome views at Cougar Rock
and beyond. The tip-top of Idaho was a blur except for a pretty
city with a name like a dessert, Coeur d’Alene, and a sparkling
morning at the confluence of the Kootenai and Moyie rivers where
bald eagles circled looking for a fishy breakfast. I had been looking
forward to seeing the Nez Perce and their Appaloosa horses in Eastern
Idaho but took one of several wrong turns and wasn’t to find
them until two more states went by. And then, at long last, we were
at Glacier National Park.
MONTANA,
ALMOST INDESCRIBABLE
Classical
description of this entire Rocky Mountain region as a “geological
wonderland,” the “Crown of the Continent,” “a
festival of alpine glory” and much more is best summed up
by the editors of Time in a forty-year-old introduction to their
reissue of “The Big Sky,” written by A.B. Guthrie
and originally published in 1947:
Ever
since Lewis and Clark, writers had tried to describe the mountain
world, its lonely expanse, its mystery and enchantment, its
magnetic attraction and the lurking sense of fear that it
generated. But the weakness of all this writing was that the
most extravagant accounts fell far short of the astounding
reality. The writers invariably lapsed into purple prose:
the literature of the Rockies dwindles away into monotonous
references to sublime vistas, grand and majestic panoramas,
sunsets beyond compare and sunrises touching the distant peaks
with unearthly beauty… |
GUILTY!
It is undeniable that yours truly is in love with her adjectives,
commas and run-on sentences, also with superlatives of every shape
and constantly looks for landscape to paste them to. You, gentle
reader, are to be commended for your indulgence of vivid prosy
in search of adequate description.
I know
that most of you have seen the places I describe in these “Notes,”
and hope my experiences coincide with some of your memories, too.
The famous 50-mile “Going to the Sun Road” at Glacier
is a lifeline threading through stirring Technicolor views of
1,600 square miles belonging to this park. It’s a non-stop
show that will take your breath away. Because the road no longer
accepts even little RVs, I was the front seat shuttle passenger
of a misanthropic driver nicknamed “Mike the Hiker.”
As Mike groused about civilization and its residents in general,
I emitted strangled cries of shock and awe at what I was seeing
and begged this sour boy to stop, or at least slow down at regular
intervals. He tore over the road as I hung out the window from
McDonald Lake to St. Mary’s Lake and back, through falls,
passes, glacial lakes, hanging gardens and trailheads. We saw
no fewer than twelve wild animals! There was my first full-grown
bighorn sheep right in the road, and a grizzly bear, several black
bear, a dot I called a moose, and even mountain goats. What a
thrill.
The
glaciers in the park, all remnants of a minor ice age that occurred
about 4,000 years ago, have melted back drastically during the
last hundred years of persistent global-warming. There are only
50 or so left and melting fast.
MOUNTAIN
MEN IN A LONG PARAGRAPH
Grouchy
old Mike and his complaints reminded me of many if not most of the
early western mountain men whose characters easily withstood months
and years of solitary living in the Rocky Mountains. Men like Jim
Bridger, Kit Carson, Jedediah Smith, Hugh Glass and a few others
are the true unsung heroes of the West, much more so than the movie-inspired
cult of the cowboy, however well-seated in rodeo. Mountain men,
so unheralded and reclusive, were heroes, not for their occupations
as buffalo hunters or for trapping the beaver to extinction, nor
even as wilderness guides, but because of the extreme hazards they
daily overcame to be able to live an idyllic life in this untamed
sanctuary. They had to deal with pitiless weather, hostile Indians,
terrible distances, the killer-effects of whiskey, illness, cheating
traders and the unknown intentions of other trappers. They never
made any money, but all they really needed were good horses, guns
and traps. Everything else they made themselves or traded for it.
They used their mythic virtues to survive: courage, strength, endurance,
wiliness, pride, resourcefulness and intimacy with nature. At mountain
rendezvous like Jackson Hole, the collective mountain man would
sing, dance, gamble, drink, fornicate, race horses, play at rough
games, trade, get current information and generally get his fill
of human companionship for another two years. The mountain man lasted
only one generation (roughly 1815-1845) and left no surviving record
or documentation, not surprising since they were usually illiterate
and silent, leaving no tracks of any kind behind. He was the first,
a legitimate descendent of backwoods leatherstockings like Daniel
Boone. Those who came after him, the sod buster, cavalryman, lumberjack,
railroader or early litterbugs like the covered-wagon pioneers and
forty-niners all nurtured their own stories and have been recognized
in song, myth and movie ever since.
The only
ones who really knew him were the Indian tribes they often wintered
with. Crow, Blackfoot, Cheyenne, Nez Perce and Sioux were companions,
teachers, wives and worthy foes. These tribes, often decimated by
diseases brought to them by traders had sharpened their vigilance
since the 1804-6 Lewis and Clark expedition. Their lives and territorial
range were still their own then, before wars and broken treaties
crowded them into reservations.
Truman
and I were intensely pleased with life as we swept down the shining
valley of the Garnet Range into Deer Lodge with its historic prison
(including a theater donated by William Clark’s son), a huge
19th century ranch now a National Historic Site, and the National
Bison Range. The Bitterroot Mountain Range near Lima contained a
peak colored and shaped like no other, not so far from the Lemhi
Pass, that had to be photographed a dozen times.
But I
was in a rush to meet lovely, gentle Jessica, studying as a freshman
coed at BYU, Idaho before she flew east for a Cape Cod vacation.
I made it on time despite a tearing electrical storm over the sage-filled
desert (which made me hungry for turkey dressing) and we packed
a week into one joyful day.
WYOMING,
OUT OF THIS EARTH
We
came at Wyoming’s radiant northeast corner like a bear to honey
from the south, alongside the writhing Snake River with its boatloads
of squealing tourists running the rapids every 5 minutes, through
an unrecognizable Jackson, now packed with people who wouldn’t
know a trap line from a clothesline, and wouldn’t recognize
one of those, either.
One wondered
at the rapacity of small business, but wished the folks all the joy
of their vacations as we entered the safety zone of the stunning Teton
Range. Straight up from Jackson’s Hole valley floor rises a
cathedral of peaks, three of which are named Teewinot, Grand, and
Owen. They certainly don’t resemble a bosom unless it’s
Madonna’s torpedo bra, but are likely so-named because of an
overheated French mountain man’s imagination. And there, at
the Snake River Lookout made famous by Ansel Adams, was a huge mother
moose and her big baby munching watery foliage that was thriving in
the three-month growing season. There were elk all over the roads
inside Yellowstone National Park. People stopped their cars to stumble
after them with cameras…me too. It was something like the holy
cattle we hear about in India…honored, revered and feared.
YELLOWSTONE
Truman
had a Dr. Seuss Dog Party at Old Faithful where a thousand snarling
tourists and their sweet-natured pets were gathered to watch the earnest
effort of the ancient ritual: First the overture: agilmente…gurgle,
splash, plop…then the crescendo furioso…roar, fume, spray…finally
the diminuendo delicato…murmur, tinkle, babble. This trustworthy
geyser and its 125 nearby cousins get their energy from water seepage
collected in goose-neck pools heated by a seething mass of molten
lava located not very far under our pudgy little feet. And just in
case you’d really like to know—it all happened 640,000
years ago when indescribable volcanic eruptions caused this surface
of ground to collapse and form a giant caldera, thus producing the
world’s largest collection of geysers, hot springs, mud pots,
fumeroles and other geothermal superstars, just like on New York City
streets.
Even the
naples-yellow stones of Inspiration Point overlooking the supreme
spectacle of the Grand Canyon of the Yellowstone were caused by hot
water and steam. On a good day the bottle-green river spills 60,000
gallons of water a minute over the Lower Falls. You know this incredible
sight from Thomas Moran’s mighty efforts to put it all on canvas,
impressing Congress to take steps to save it from destruction forevermore
by making Yellowstone the world’s first national park in 1872.
In all
my visits to Yellowstone over the years I had never been to the travertine
terraces of Mammoth Hot Springs. Here, still-growing Opal Terrace
and Minerva Terrace host elk families in winter when they nestle up
on the eerie theater platforms, steam rising all around. Large, beautifully
built graystone buildings form a little city nearby, remnants of Fort
Yellowstone, a U.S. Army base that protected the park from 1886 to
1916.
PARADISE
And
then, a motor trip to remember all your life: Rt. 212 East across
the Blacktail Deer Plateau, past the glittering black face of Obsidian
Cliff and petrified forests of maple, sycamore, magnolia and redwood
all turned to stone by volcanic eruption. Mountain man John Colter,
originally a valuable member of the Lewis and Clark expedition,
first reported these fossils and claimed that the forests contained
petrified birds singing petrified songs—(too much grog, I
think). On and on, along bubbling Soda Butte Creek through the amazing
Lamar Valley with its herds of wild buffalo, moose, coyote and bear.
Fortified
by Huevos Rancheros at the lofty Roosevelt Lodge and a chewbone
for Truman, we tackled the Absaroka Range with its peaks named Druid,
Thunderer, Barronette and Abiathar, up and up over the pinnacle
known as the Bear's Tooth, cresting at nearly 10,000 feet in the
air. Charles Kuralt called the Beartooth Highway "The Most
Beautiful Road in America" and you'll be first in line to agree.
It contorts itself in a series of switchbacks (at one point on the
eastern slope dropping 6,000 feet in ten miles) that reveal a panorama
of glaciers, lakes, peaks, valleys, waterfalls, canyon-cutting rivers,
flowery meadows and forests sprinkled with snow. The air is thin
on top and you can imagine pack trains struggling to breathe through
the passes, looking for Index and Pilot peaks, two soaring, ragged
horns used for centuries as landmarks.
You’ll
be ready for grog yourself at the end of this unparalleled 100-mile
wonderland and will find it a-plenty in Red Lodge, Montana, an authentic
little town in the very heart of the true West. It has become a
little self-conscious in the past 25 years or so and probably no
longer has bodies of tipplers littering their restaurant floors
as the boys and I saw back in ’76.
Just
outside of Red Lodge on the back road to Cody I spotted the first
of several signs advertising “The Best Banana Cream Pie in
the World!” Always ready for an adventure in food, I was ravenous
by the time I arrived in the tiny ghost town where the old Smith
Mine Disaster had cleared the citizens away. My pie was truly the
very best in the world and I didn’t eat just one slice, either.
The baker, who should be the Bakery Chef du Supreme at the Hotel
Ritz, was generous in the extreme, but she wouldn’t give me
the secret ingredient in her recipe for love nor money. Savoring
the perfectly blended flavors helped me rev up my musing gene for
the long, lonely drive down the eastern slope of the Beartooth Mountains
to Buffalo Bill’s wild and wooly Cody, Wyoming:
Musings
-
Quaking Aspens that inspired a poem from me because of their
Hollywood beauty, excitable leaves, rather useless wood, resemblance
to Colonial soldiers with leggings, victims in bandages, and
Degas Ballerinas in tights sagging a little at the knee.
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Wondering who determines where the scenic turnouts should be
and wanting to know that person—good eye!
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Battling strong headwinds along the Vermillion Cliffs through
Navajo country, dust devils everywhere among Indian outposts
like little forts, shimmering through a golden gauze of dust.
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The old saying about a trail: “The best way to preserve
it and to keep it alive is to walk on it, because when you do
you create it again.”
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Ten bone-white cows in deep aqua-green grasses.
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Pebbles on the sand at Lake McDonald that were all different
colors like trail mix sprinkled on a peanut butter beach.
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Of the thousands of cars that have passed me, the most surreal
was the parade of antique cars, one after another, including
a Model T, a DeSoto Woody, and I’m not fibbing, an ancient
hearse!
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The cute towns of Bolivar, TN, Ellis, KS, Jerome, AZ, and Florence,
OR..Moving neck and neck with a mile-long train bearing three
engines and covered front to back in graffiti.
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The bizarre but beautiful Banana Slugs on the trail in Oregon.
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Feeling
like a soaring bird over mountain passes despite teeth clenched
as though a bridle and bit were lodged there as I hauled my
2-ton Tillie up and over.
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Why select a plain word when an ornate alternative may be possible?
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The
fact that the northern Cheyenne were the tallest people in the
world in the late 19th century at an average of five feet ten
inches.
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Big Hispanic families whose campsites always smell like heavenly
cooking.
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Thousands
of motorcyclist-tourists in the parks looking like Quick-Draw
McGraw, leather head to toe, Hogs at the ready, with their formerly
sleek babes now morphed into hefty wives plumped into sidecars.
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The most popular car in the American west has to be small and
white, with little silver ones coming in second.
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A
charcoal cow, a pinto cow, a charcoal horse and a pinto horse
standing in front of an apricot torte-like hill in Arizona.
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The
Burlington, Colorado town famous for its legumes with a huge
welcoming sign saying “Happiness is a Crock of Beans.”
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Like the South with an alligator in every puddle, the West has
a horse in every other yard. Cows should be our National Beast,
they’re everywhere.
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Studying my precious girlfriends to find out what life would
have been like if I’d stayed where I belonged instead
of leaving at 18.
One
of the scary things about driving long distances alone is that you
suddenly discover you’ve been rummaging around in the attic
of your subconscious and wonder who’s been driving this rig
for the last 50 miles? If you’re lucky, a warm pink tongue in
a furry face begging for another chewbone puts an end to the muse
for a while.
Like
the Cowboy Hall of Fame in Oklahoma City, the Buffalo Bill Historical
Center is wildly popular, and deservedly so. A natural history section
with interactive exhibits, the Plains Indian Museum, a whole section
on Bill himself, some very nice guns—is that an oxymoron?
And the famous Whitney Gallery of Western Art can all be seen in
one day if you hurry. It was filled with tourists, of course. One
big hat and no cattle was talking away on his cell phone in a voice
you’d use to halloo for hogs so I had to bull dog himuntil
he was chewing gravel and suffered the mulligrubs for the rest of
the day. That’s cowboy talk, partner.
BILL
AND CO.
Here
I was in the heart of the West. After the Civil War, place names
like Tombstone, Deadwood, Dodge City and Cody substituted for the
old mountain man rendezvous gatherings of old. Riding through were
famous outlaws like Black Bart, Billy the Kid, Belle Starr, the
Wild Bunch, the James and Younger Brothers and the Hole in the Wall
Gang. Most of the time they just rustled cattle, held up trains
and stagecoaches, ran illegal guns and whiskey and killed as many
folks as they could. But there was never anyone like William Frederick
“Buffalo Bill” Cody.
Buffalo
Bill’s
defunct
who used to
ride a watersmooth silver
stallion
and break onetwothreefourfive
pigeonsjustlikethat
Jesus
he was a handsome man
and what I want to know is how you like your blueeyed boy
Mister Death
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Old Bill
was never a cowboy but he was a buffalo hunter and, if truth be
told, probably responsible for a significant role in the near-disappearance
of the breed. He was a Pony Express rider and widely-admired army
scout and cavalry soldier. With years of accumulated glory under
his belt he decided to put on a show called “The Wild West”
in 1882. What a success! Bill arranged battle reenactments, cowboy
rodeo skills and their daring pursuit of the Deadwood Stage. The
performers were authentic cowboys and Indians, including a very
well-paid Sitting Bull. Annie Oakley, “Little Miss Sure Shot,”
was a star famous for cutting a playing card in two at 30 paces.
The troop traveled all over America and Europe where they were endlessly
fawned over by kings and queens and made lots of money. Bill’s
widespread fame created a market for western theatrics, legends
and myth that enjoyed over a century of worldwide fame.
One learns
all these wonderful things by leaning a nose against museum glass,
a habit I picked up in youth and never shook.
THE
APPALOOSA
All
this while I’d been looking for an Appaloosa horse, hopefully
with a Nez Perce on his back, but had just about given it up when,
what do you know…just south of Thermopolis and north of Shoshoni,
by the Owl Creek Mountains and right inside Wind River Canyon, there
it was! The coat patterns, mottled skin, white sclera and striped
hooves of the true Appaloosa tethered to a stake next to two cream-colored
tipis! I pulled over the best I could and stared with binoculars at
some rare beauty. This spotty young fellow had a roan blanket and
showed his famous selective breeding in a strong, long body. The careful
selection among horses was originated by the Nez Perce, the only Native
Americans known have bred their horses this way. They helped that
remarkable general, Chief Joseph, and his people elude the U.S. Cavalry
over several months and 1300 miles to the very border of Canada. Of
course the Army confiscated most of the horses and nearly lost their
prized characteristics over subsequent years of indiscriminate breeding.
How happy I was! I got my painting after all.
I would
love to tell you about the many famous ‘worthy foe’ Indian
leaders of the West. Those triumphant descendents of Folsom Man and
Clovis Man were survivors of a massive migration from Mongolia in
eastern Asia over 30,000 years ago. How brave they were, with the
highest degree of intelligence, agility, craft, strength and daring,
and now honored at last by our new Smithsonian Museum of the American
Indian. But we have to pass on through the rest of Wyoming now, bumping
into shards of the Lewis and Clark Trail, the Mormon Trail, Oregon
Trail, old buffalo trails, Continental Divide and others several times
over. We were pointed down and across, through Casper, Chugwater and
Cheyenne toward the last of the great National Parks on my agenda:
Rocky Mountain.
COLORADO
NORTH
One
learns over time how to get yourself and your big rig into a campsite
without reservations in a big National Park during the summer, it’s
simple: grovel, wheedle, maneuver and lurk. Bribery does no good,
but tears and a limp definitely go a long way…remember that
you are talking to rangers whose idea of camping is a sleeping-roll
under the stars and who will give you the gimlet eye as they assess
the gross kilowatts your RV will require to perform its basic duties.
At this fine park I had to change sites four times at their request
and was happy to do it ...(add be obsequient).
Truman
and I were on a Rocky Mountain ramble up Trail Ridge Road to see some
of the 70 peaks over 12,000 feet, the sun-blushed valleys and alpine
tundra at Rock Cut. Once again, elk served the day in prolific numbers
and another bighorn ram was spotted. Innumerable small animals with
long yellow teeth and a cocky air can be seen behind every other rock.
Up on top of the world in the Never-Summer Mountains the wind can
blow at 200 mph shaping snow into 30 ft drifts at temperatures up
to 60 degrees below zero in winter. While the forest constantly struggles
to overtake the treeless tundra, those howling winds beat it back
by sandblasting the trees with bits of granite and ice, killing all
new growth on the windward side and twisting the advancing tree fringe
into grotesque shapes.
Feeling
I was paying homage, I attempted the perpendicular trail up to Bierstadt
Lake, having to have a gasping little lie-down under a shrub several
times in the effort. The way up was spectacular, all right, with painterly
views of Bierstadt’s Long’s Peak, Lady Washington, Pagoda,
Chief’s Head, Storm, Thatchtop and McHenrys, all benevolence
and stoic majesty. After supreme effort, thousands of miles from home,
a mile and a half into the stratosphere, isolated and half-lost, who
should I find dabbling a toe into the blue, blue Bierstadt? Some Virginia
neighbors…
LET'S
EAT!
That
night I had some good old western fare; try them but, for heaven’s
sake, chew some Beano first:
FRONTIER BEANS
(for Gale)
1 lb or so mixed beans, 1 ½ t oregano, 6 c. chicken broth,
¼ t ground cloves, 2 cloves garlic (mashed), ¼ t cayenne
pepper, 2 medium onions (chopped) 2 lbs ground round, 1 T oil, 3
c. grated Jack cheese, 2 t ground cumin, Salsa and sour cream
Saute
beef, combine first 10 items, bring to boil, simmer 3 hours. Toss
in a package of Chili-O for deeper flavor. Add more broth and garnish
with cheese, salsa and cream.
Here
is a Native prayer of comfort and Thanksgiving to recite around
the campfire:
Calm
down, little brother. Time heals all wounds. No matter how
much one is weeping, the moon always follows the sun. Eat
your bananas and fresh leaves and don’t cry anymore,
because ever and forever the moon will follow the sun. We
thank thee Lord, for happy hearts, for rain and sunny weather.
We thank thee for this our food and that we are together.
Amen |
I think
it means that “this, too, shall pass.” And,
so, my long trail was coming to an end.
HOMEWARD
BOUND
Yodeling
down the mountain canyon through Estes Park, an environmental
blemish filled with Gucci, Lauren and Velcro—not to mention
hundreds of condominiums protecting the environment by covering
it up completely—I was reflecting on my Rocky Mountain highs
through these ten western states and through all the continental
states of our splendid country over the last four years.*
I remembered writing from a Chinese scroll painting that said,
“nature is more fully realized when a human being pauses
to regard it.” And that has well and truly happened.
Still,
I had to further take my life into my own hands, clamped, by the
way, to the steering wheel on the insane urban interstate through
Denver—that gleefully removed a quarter-inch of new-tire
rubber (and after which I needed a lengthy rest cure). Then barrel
past Colorado oil wells pumping inside corn fields, and race through
Kansas and Missouri on that beeline known as Rt. 70 East. I noted
how many far-flung midwestern villages were hometowns to semi-famous
persons, including a string of astronauts, and looked forward
to celebrating the end of stately travel with a long-awaited visit
to my friend Karen, in St. Louis.
*I
have lots of reference material from several past visits to Alaska,
and Hawaii where I lived four years.
MEET
ME IN SAINT LOUIS
In
three spinning days we toured the entire city, four museums, attended
a two-church AMC meeting with 50 people, had a major dinner party
at home, ate out, worked out at a spa, walked miles at a blistering
pace and attended a Kerry-Edwards rally. Karen, a former television
journalist, is now a modern-day philanthropist who has a famous
Victorian style house filled with plenty of pets and a knock-your-eye-out
contemporary art collection. She’s also a loving, generous
friend, not only to me, but to hundreds of her other admirers.
I was
intrigued in a drive through a section of town between Forest
Park and Lindell and Waterman Blvds. on the north and south, and
Kingshighway and Union Blvd. on the east and west. Here, lining
Westmoreland and Portland Place, were about 75 grand homes built
in America’s Golden Age around the turn of the 20th century
by industrial barons and families of mercantile, banking, brewery,
tobacco and real estate fortunes fat from Civil War gains. These
buildings, each looking like a government seat, were described
in a 1903 National Magazine article:
Many
homes were “veritable palaces in every particular of
richness, appointment and setting—even the size.”
Each was “surrounded by stretching green lawns, fresh
and sparkling… diversified and enriched by luxuriant
shrubs, flowers and trees.” |
Now,
traveling the cities of America you see a lot of wealth manifested
in housing, but even Newport, RI with its famous mansions would
strain to match this neighborhood. Karen loaned me a book called
“Westmoreland and Portland Places—The History
and Architecture of America’s Premier Private Streets,
1888-1988” by Julius K. Hunter. What fun to read
all about this: the residential committees who determined who
could and could not live there, the social scramble, the interlocking
competitions, the inveterate snobbery, the tragedy of losing your
help to WWII war efforts, and the near impossibility of upgrading
and maintaining these remarkable places, surely a hallmark in
America’s constant redefinition of itself.
Although
I enjoyed reading a dozen books on cd while driving, I missed
the book clubs, public libraries and my own overloaded bookshelves
at home. Listen to this excerpt from Louise Erdrich’s “The
Master Butcher’s Singing Club.” She’s described
herself, me, and, many other bookworms I know, to a T.
The
pleasure of this sort of life—bookish—a reading
life—had made her isolation into a rich and even
subversive thing. She inhabited one consoling or horrifying
persona after another. That she was childless and husbandless
and poor meant less once she picked up a book. Her mistakes
disappeared into it. She lived with an invented force.
When she came to the end of a novel, and put it down and
with reluctance left its world, sometimes she thought
of herself as a character in the book of her own life.
She regarded the ins and outs, the possibilities and strangeness
of her narrative…
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HOME,
AGAIN
Quickly,
then, through Illinois corn, blue Pennsylvania hills and my very
last campsite ever next to a yellow-green field full
of white horses; through the top of Maryland and down, down at
last to the familiar trees and fresh scents of Virginia and home.
While we were away, Three Bears Farm had been tenderly cared for
by a dear young couple who were actually married in Little Washington
while they stayed here. I look forward, now, to using my brand
new studio to fervently record the seven journeys accomplished
since leaving the Corcoran in June of 2000, will post updates
from time to time on my website, www.barbaramatteo.com.
and have exhbitions of the art works. This last journey to the
Great West was the most affecting one of all and will absorb lots
of paint during this next year. Meanwhile, the farm is perfect
as a locale where one can:
Mark
time, cool your heels, hold your horses, keep your shirt
on, and otherwise negotiate the transitions between episodes
of productive activity. They are the physical embodiment
of the state known as limbo—the most prevalent condition
of modern life.
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From a mysterious Atlantic Monthly article corner, torn
from page 12, sometime in 2004 |
ADDING UP
You
may be a little shocked to hear, as was I, when I finally added
up the costs of the project: RV, gasoline, taxes, maintenance, insurance,
repairs, campground fees and supplies, museum entries, photography
equipment, film, paint, canvas, frames and more to come, that it
all came to slightly over $7,000 per journey, or about $1.35 a mile.
Was it worth it? No question! But don’t tell me how many times
around the world I could have traveled for that amount—I already
know. (See paragraph one, about denial)
CAMP
SPIKE
Not
all is reading, canvases and limbo, however. Once a year I have
the joy of seeing seven peppy little boys come charging up the hill
to participate with all their hearts in thematic play at Camp Spike
(my nickname). These are my cherubic grandsons, ages 3-12, here
in August to immerse themselves in a Lewis and Clark theme, being
taught by their patient parents, Jim and myself important frontier
skills like surveying, finding longitude and latitude, archery,
medical procedures, marksmanship, river skills, specimen gathering,
Native American games, music and stories, campfires, keeping a journal,
watercolors, reading history, whittling a stick, making moccasins
and pemmican, fly fishing and making a film of the Corps of Discovery’s
travel impressions, starring them. Next year, the boys want to continue
with the Native American theme, so save your feathers, furs and
beads. We’re making a real tipi. You can come too, but you
have to teach.
SAYING
GOODBYE
It’s been great to share Truman’s
and my adventures with you over the last four years and I’ll
miss talking with you in this special way. Though, as Thoreau
said, “I should not talk so much about myself if there
were anybody else whom I knew as well.” I hope you
can come see us at Three Bears where the teapot is always on.
Later, after the landscapes are all done, maybe I can fulfill
an old dream and write a little book for kids about a furry blond
dog with big brown eyes and long eyelashes encountering events
in American history across the land, featuring you-know-who. And,
who knows, maybe this time Gracie the cat can come along, too.
Meanwhile, we send our love and ask you to remember this:
It
is a great art to saunter.
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Henry David Thoreau Journal, 1841
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